Toni Cruanyes explains the secrets behind TeleNotícies during the pol conflict of recent years: from the referendum of October 1 to the trial of the Supreme Court... and the tension experienced by the continuous threats against TV3. Halfway between memoirs and historical essays, Cruanyes posits what remains of Catalan identity, m is beyond pol and tica. Are we still 'one people', or are we a divided society? Or even violent?